Round tables

Ever sat down at a table where you feel that you don't belong?
Ever felt that sometimes when is it going to: 1) end. 2) be my turn. 3) stop being unfair.
Ever felt so alone before in a room full of strangers, and everybody is just passing you by?
A round table full of strangers, or a roubd table with one stranger...

A week of Japanese food therapy left me broke, but not healed.
I guess it doesn't work this way...

I dont want to be there when it happens. I just want to disappear.