We are who we are because of the years of experience that we had.
The choices we made in the past affect the outcome of our future which is the present now.

I hate myself for things like this too though.

Can we change the paths that we are walking now.
Or is that decision made years ago.

Am I deluding myself at times like this.
I feel like such a hypocrite, no..
I am one.

And to think that I cant even act for nuts.
=)