Depressed, yet again

It’s been two days. But it is like still on my mind. I don’t know why, but getting scolded is like still a very big thing to me. In my mind, I know I should just forget it and don’t commit the same wrong thing in future. I just can’t shake away those thoughts about it. The more I think, the more trapped I am in this cycle of depression. Maybe in my whole life, I struggled to be the perfect “un-scolded” one, and now I can’t even face such small setbacks.

But then again, I must apologize to those who had to suffer, those who had to endure me. I really should stop doing this.