Sorry

On nights like this where I can't sleep, my thoughts sometimes wonder back to all those years ago. As I re-read the letters you wrote then, I wonder if I made the mistake of letting you go so easily. On hindsight, I probably caused more harm than good by being in your life. Why couldn't I have seen this then? Was I so self absorbed then? I am sorry. I am sorry for being so selfish and totally caring only about my own needs. No, I don't blame you for leaving without a word. I wish we had walked down different paths but at least you seem to be living well now.

Still, I am sorry. Sorry.